Misleading the Story

He said words knowing full well are suspect Felt the burn in his lower intestine I say get past the moment, let it subside I don't know how I did, but I got here Candle lit in my mind's eye, but not clear I know, I know I know the truth is in between I don't want to feel it so I won't Even when I lose it I'll implode Every lie is cyanide A dose to keep the secret I don't want to feel it so I don't Sad song, I defect to write it Dried tears, do your best to hide it And I can't handle your face in this moment Quick, find the exit Quick, find the exit Ah-ah-ah-ah Ah-ah-ah-ah I don't want to feel it so I won't Even when I lose it I'll implode Every lie is cyanide A dose to keep the secret I don't wanna feel it so I don't I don't care I don't care because They like me better when I did what they wanted I don't care I don't care because I like me better when I am cold and reckless Upset and inciting an inner war Upset and misleading the story Upset and inciting an inner war Upset and misleading I don't want to feel it so I won't Even when we lose it I'll implode Every lie is cyanide A dose to keep the secret I don't wanna feel it so I don't So I don't Quick, find the exit!