Living With My Thoughts

I've been Under my fears Sheddin' the tears I've been chasing meanless things throughout the years But when I Hear the music I can overcome my fears And I think I found my path that I've been searchin' many years And I'm lookin' for the ways to save the world that we are killin' Shout out to those guys who can relate to what I'm feelin' I'm dreamin'... about the world that we could live in Yeah, took me some time to realize what I've been seein' "Oh my God, what is that?" "Son, it was the city that we grew up with your mother " "But dad, why is it under the water?" " 'Cause... we were too selfish and just didn't bother " Yeah, life's a bitch but why we hatin' on each other Soon, you realize the person stabbed you was your brother We're ready to make a leavin' out of drownin' other person Politicians makin' wars, but all we want is just to smoke some We live and kill for stack of papers, that won't matter when we die Buying Guccis, and think we're lookin' fly Fk that... that's not my type of life 'Cause it won't matter when we die I don't wanna tell my child, that I didn't even try To save the world from cruelty, that's messin' with our mind All this bullshit that I see, we're fucking up our lives I don't wanna tell my child, that I didn't even try Look, what social media've done to us It's an angel and a demon, it's tortuous Scrollin' down the feed can be torturous Role models are dangerous You prolly scrolling down the feed and watching models Girl, why you sayin' that you ugly, what your problem You ain't gonna be like her or be like that Why don't you be yourself and don't look back This is not just to girls it's to everyone You can be who you want fk anyone Who is drownin' you down Who is laughin' out loud Say you'll never give up Say I'll never give up No matter who you love and who you pray No matter who you fk and what they say Do what you love and do it your way Do what you love and do it your way I don't wanna tell my child, that I didn't even try To save the world from cruelty, that's messin' with our mind All this bullshit that I see, we're fucking up our lives I don't wanna tell my child, that I didn't even try Damn... Does the God exist? Trynna cure myself of that but the pain persists... Does the God exist? Is the question that we ask on the way to priest But, how many die of not believin' in God And how many die of prayin' a different God That's the problem that we got Maybe, there's no God Hol' up, wait Maybe we're not unique Maybe we just consist of cosmos, I'm just trynna think Hear me up, I have nothin' against religion Believe in what you want even in Harry Potter fiction Maybe its just an addiction Maybe bible is a fiction If livin' by the Bible is the only way to go Why the Bible tells us how to go to heaven, not how heavens go I don't wanna tell my child, that I didn't even try To save the world from cruelty, that's messin' with our mind All this bullshit that I see, we're fucking up our lives I don't wanna tell my child, that I didn't even try