Down (feat. DaBoiJ)

On and on my minds a clock that just never stops Been down for six weeks Count the hours of sleep I never got Ask me one time I'll say I'm doing fine Ask me two times I'll say I'm doing fine Third time you knows a fucking lie Hurt myself just to come alive Everyday I'm awake Take a drink numb the pain Drop a note make it rain But you know shit be fake Buy a gun hold it tight Keep it on my bedside Pull the trigger say goodnight Yo, what the fuck is this? I ain't sick, motherfucker But I can't get outta bed You ever feel that barrel Get close to your head Forget what I said Forget what I meant Forget being alive I'd rather be dead What? (Always down, always down) Always down and can't seem to look up I'm all I have to blame (I'm all I have to blame) Everyday I feel something different But it all just stays the same I'll say I'm doing fine But I'll never be okay (On and on my minds...) On and on my minds a clock that just never stops Been down for six weeks Count the hours of sleep I never got Ask me one time I'll say I'm doing fine Ask me two times I'll say I'm doing fine Third time you knows a fuckin' lie Hurt myself just to come alive Man, I been down like undergrounnd No Tony Hawk sittin' in the park while it's dark nigga fucked up (yeah) Fuck fame money and bitches I'm fucked up The definition of failure, nigga tough luck Jaded and all I want is my enimies apart Blank face blunt mouthed wit' an empty heart (yeah) Feel like I'm stuck in the sea and all I see is sharks Can't run away from the pain when all you see is the dark Stuck in the game, mind gone insane, from the thangs that I got but Is anger and pain, all that I'll gain when I get to the top Feelin' the highs to get from the lows I'll never escape that's just how it goes Takin' a dose to warm when you froze Numb from the pain I feel like a ghost Focus so I'll never fold But paranoia's got ahold Haters keep me on my toes This fuckin' game Is gettin' old Depression tryna burn me gotta get up off the stove Ain't tryna be another fuckin' dead failer story told (Always down, always down) Always down and can't seem to look up I'm all I have to blame (I'm all I have to blame) Everyday I feel something different But it all just stays the same Yeah!