Owe It 2 the Girls

I've been a silent wheel of my own destruction What could I expect if i never told them i never told myself I had the oracle's faith that if love could have me You could be the one but the one would know me You don't know me at all It took so long now something's wrong with me Why does hurting you make me feel good I wish they knew what you do to me You always win you're the perfect one You always have the last word, the hurtful one You always win even when you're wrong I'll wear the red letter A, any price that I pay Couldn't save the debt to myself you gave me I owe it to the girls All of the good memories find an expiration In the way you talk to me condescension Not worth it at all It took so long now something's wrong with me Why does hurting you make me feel good I wish they knew what you do to me You always win you're the perfect one You always have the last word, the hurtful one You always win even when you're wrong You need ego death not a new girlfriend You say your mother called me a cliche Now that I'm evil I can say you treat her the same way Why does hurting you make me feel good I wish they knew how you spoke to me You always think you're the righteous one You always said I'm the damaged one You criticize then apologize, then you do it again Why does hurting you make me feel good