Awful Thoughts

I've been fading from the inside out It's like I always knew that I would let you down Lungs don't fail me now 'Cause I'll keep holding my breath 'til my lights go out I've been living in the dark 'til now It's like I always knew that I would fail somehow Please don't let me drown Tell me something I don't know like I'm worth this now Trapped in the isolation Trapped in these awful thoughts So lost it's like I'm dreaming So cold is my own heart Leave me to fight these demons Leave me to dig this hole So lost it's like I'm dreaming So cold is my own heart Another night of tired eyes Filling space in this empty life (Life) Am I reason you're helpless? Am I reason you hate us? I'll never know what made you leave us behind I'll never know what made you leave us behind Stay with me I'm drowning Stay with me I'm slipping away Stay with me I'm drowning Stay with me Stay with me I'm drowning Stay with me I'm slipping away Stay with me I'm drowning Stay with me All I have left is the fading memory Tossing and turning all night Think, think, think, when did I go wrong? Am I reason you're helpless? Am I reason you hate us? You can't see this feeling is endless Trapped in the isolation Trapped in these awful thoughts So lost it's like I'm dreaming So cold is my own heart Leave me to fight these demons Leave me to dig this hole So lost it's like I'm dreaming So cold is my own heart Stay with me I'm drowning Stay with me I'm slipping away Stay with me I'm drowning Stay with me Stay with me I'm drowning Stay with me I'm slipping away Stay with me I'm drowning Stay with me