Break the Ice

I've been living life like it's never gonna happen I'm running out of ways to stay on my feet I've been having dreams that I always fucking die in I guess it's better if it's only in my sleep Build me a bridge and I'll burn it in a heartbeat Show me the sun and I'll beg the skies for rain It always seems like I'm praying for the wrong things Maybe I'm better off just staring at the ceiling Can't help feeling Like I can't break through all the ice Break the ice, break the cycle Break this empty state of mind Break the ice, break the cycle All I ask is just a little more pain If it helps me just to stay awake All I'm asking's just a little more pain I've been looking down like there's nothing left to see here Running out of places I can go when I'm weak I've been falling down 'cause I just can't keep from drinking I guess I'm bored of being sober anyway I'll bite my tongue and I'll tell you what it tastes like I'll let the blood flow right between my teeth It always feels like I'm playing for the wrong team Maybe it's better if I save some time for healing I can't break through all the ice Break the ice, break the cycle Break this empty state of mind Break the ice, break the cycle All I ask is just a little more pain If it helps me just to stay awake All I'm asking's just a little more pain Fade to black, take the fall It's no problem at all Silence is deafening Trapped inside my head and I hate it And I hate it And I hate it Trapped inside my head and I hate it Break the ice, break the cycle Break this empty state of mind Break the ice, break the cycle All I'm asking Break the ice, break the cycle Break this empty state of mind Break the ice, break the cycle All I ask is just a little more pain If it helps me just to stay awake All I'm asking, all I'm asking Is just a little more pain Just a little more pain