Standing on the street on a cold morning
It's generic but it's where you found glory
Waiting for a cab but you can walk
Cause it's cold and the sunrise won't stop
You think looks are a deteriorating commodity
And I'm afraid to look at myself cause it seems self
hatred could be narcisism if You're still thinking about yourself
I'm good at the qualitative not the quantitative
So I'm forced to change with each doubt
It's not loosing freedom it's loosing convenience
And I've conveniently counted you out
It's clear that sometimes people don't choose evil
They mistake power for freedom
You're having a party with nothing to
celebrate because you don't even believe in kingdoms
Though they got castles and kings storming streets
Suffering long enough
To want others to suffer too
Jump the fence find the cafe on fourth avenue
To realise this evil isn't you
Cause people who suffer want other people to suffer and I
only want people to work within perimeters I can thrive in
A wolf in sheep's skin
It's not a mindset that you can stay alive in
If all you do is react to an enemy
and do what you think they will hate
You're letting them define you
because your soul still cannot break away
And you remember telling your mother if you don't like the road
I'm going down you don't have to follow me
She said: to be unique or to be one of a kind
does not mean you have to be alone in your feelings
Cause real confidence is a
willingness to be vulnerable in front of others
You provoke me and then when I react you play the victim
And then you hide under the covers
She said mom will always love you but
Right now I just don't like you
She replied knock on the door at any hour
Because in this house we will always welcome you
They say if you're good at something you
don't seem to care about what you're bad at and
The hardest loses in life are the ones that you cannot take back
We can be robbers of each other's time and fill our own consciousness
Freedom isn't free but liberty can be if you choose to believe it
We get stuck in this mindset
Where we say we love you so join us or we'll kill you
It's the safest bet
You're safe here as long as you lose your identity is another lie
that we're fed But honestly if there is a place where you can be you
In your purest form and love yourself as well as everyone around you
I hope you find it
Cause you deserve peace
