Life So Hard

They left my heart so cold, man I swear inside a blizzard I been trying to change my ways but the devil on a mission They can never keep it real, man they always tellin riddles Mama told me grab a book but instead I grabbed a pistol I keep hearing voices man, I'm so fucked in the head Shawty all up on me now, maybe cause I got some bread And I'm trying numb my pain, just by taking all these meds Why is life so hard? You either locked up or you dead They don't love you til you die Why they always telling lies? Tryna let go of my past, so you'll always see my high And I started from the bottom but I knew that I would raise And I'm taking chances everyday I gotta keep that iron How I know you'll keep it real? If I get caught I won't squeal I stay looking at the sky, wishing Karon was still here Imma speak my mind always, I don't care how ns feel I got recent scars on me, so it's gone take time to heal Mama work a double shift, so I gotta get rich I can't let him take nothing, so he gotta get split I ain't trusting none these hoes, I know bitches ain't st If I ever shot my shot, man I swea I ain't miss They left my heart so cold, man I swear inside a blizzard I been trying to change my ways but the devil on a mission They can never keep it real, man they always tellin riddles Mama told me grab a book but instead I grabbed a pistol I keep hearing voices man, I'm so fucked in the head Shawty all up on me now, maybe cause I got some bread And I'm trying numb my pain, just by taking all these meds Why is life so hard? You either locked up or you dead More money more problems Everybody think I owe them Always gonna have doubters, they don't believe it til you blow up And I got some plays in motion And these Runtz I'm smoking potent I just popped me about 2 Perkys And I swear it got me floating I ain't got no love to give But you'll never catch me hating Man I swear I love these L's, cause I know that st that made me If you ever switched up on me Man I swear you blocked your blessing No one ever getting in the way cause this shit here was destined They left my heart so cold, man I swear inside a blizzard I been trying to change my ways but the devil on a mission They can never keep it real, man they always tellin riddles Mama told me grab a book but instead I grabbed a pistol I keep hearing voices man, I'm so fucked in the head Shawty all up on me now, maybe cause I got some bread And I'm trying numb my pain, just by taking all these meds Why is life so hard? You either locked up or you dead