Reasons

There are reasons in the problem that I can't even fix No one to tell me that its wrong or help me out when i'm sick Being played like a drama member reading a script Being over shadowed like a solar eclipse Everybody think that life is just really a game Well if it is, then there is no really other people to blame I wake up every morning trying to put a gun to my brain Telling god."Man is this what I really became" Need to stop telling lies and start telling the truth Mom i'm sorry for the lies that I have been giving to you I'm trying to fix it up for me, and make it all up to you But me and this lying thing are getting stuck together like glue I don't know how to write it, I don't know how to tell it Maybe I should go away and we can all forget about it Cause I was always right, but I was always wrong But i'm a sauls and a sauls will always stay strong Your gone from us and I don't know what else I need to do My tio Frankie's gone forever and I can't believe its true He left me in a hurry like he had somewhere to go He fell asleep and never woke up and that is what I know But he's up in heaven now, with my nana and my tata too My momma crying saying, "No not my tio johnny too" I'm devastated and I don't know what else I need to do It's like a nightmare, but the nightmare has came true A couple years ago, I lost my tata benny He left me all alone and I wasn't even ready I loved my Nana Bertha from the bottom of my heart But when she passed away, it pulled my family right apart And these four people are a part of my heart I just wish I could reverse and just go back to the start Know I just that there all sitting in the sky And I also know that we don't have to say goodbye