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COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Jose Arturo Sauls
Songwriter
Lyrics
There are reasons in the problem that I can't even fix
No one to tell me that its wrong or help me out when i'm sick
Being played like a drama member reading a script
Being over shadowed like a solar eclipse
Everybody think that life is just really a game
Well if it is, then there is no really other people to blame
I wake up every morning trying to put a gun to my brain
Telling god."Man is this what I really became"
Need to stop telling lies and start telling the truth
Mom i'm sorry for the lies that I have been giving to you
I'm trying to fix it up for me, and make it all up to you
But me and this lying thing are getting stuck together like glue
I don't know how to write it, I don't know how to tell it
Maybe I should go away and we can all forget about it
Cause I was always right, but I was always wrong
But i'm a sauls and a sauls will always stay strong
Your gone from us and I don't know what else I need to do
My tio Frankie's gone forever and I can't believe its true
He left me in a hurry like he had somewhere to go
He fell asleep and never woke up and that is what I know
But he's up in heaven now, with my nana and my tata too
My momma crying saying, "No not my tio johnny too"
I'm devastated and I don't know what else I need to do
It's like a nightmare, but the nightmare has came true
A couple years ago, I lost my tata benny
He left me all alone and I wasn't even ready
I loved my Nana Bertha from the bottom of my heart
But when she passed away, it pulled my family right apart
And these four people are a part of my heart
I just wish I could reverse and just go back to the start
Know I just that there all sitting in the sky
And I also know that we don't have to say goodbye
Writer(s): Cody Joe Mckean, Shawn Martin
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