Hello (Adele Remix)

(Hello, no one is available to take your call Please leave a message after the tone) You can look me in my eyes and describe that I'm in pain I'm just hopin' when I die, they don't remember me in vain I ain't got too much to lose, but I got everything to gain Yeah, I'm just prayin' people smile when somebody says my name And every second that I live, it seems to feel like it's a lifetime A lot of people battle mental illness, it ain't like mine I tried to talk about it, I don't feel that it's the right time My mood is always dark but I just wanna let the light shine As I'm sitting, staring at the pills on the shelf I wonder, should I really eat 'em, are they really gon' help? While everybody at the club and they're all feelin' their selves I'm in the dark, and I'm just contemplating killin' myself I feel so lonely even with a group of people around They always try to bring me up, but I just feel so down I always smile but inside, it's like a great big frown It's like I'm floatin' in the ocean while I'm waiting to drown Hello from the other side I must've called a thousand times To te-tell you I'm sorry for everything that I've done But when I call, you never seem to be home Hello from the other side Hello from the other side Yeah, ayy I feel a rage inside my body, I take shots to contain So once a month, I get injected 'cause it's keepin' me sane I wish I didn't have to take it 'cause I don't like pain But that's just what I gotta do 'cause something is wrong with my brain Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever really ever win this fight I wonder if I'm really evil or if I'm alright It's hard to sleep sometimes, I feel like I'll be up all night Sometimes I question if my future really can be bright I get so tired of depression, at times I start to question If everything I'm feeling puts a halt on my progression And everyday I'm stressin', I treat it like a lesson This is kinda like a song but kinda like a small confession How I feel everyday while I'm sitting with you Nobody knows it, but I never really know what to do It's like I'm living in a prison where the whole thing is blue I'm only saying this 'cause other people feel this too Hello from the other -ide I must've called a thousand times To te-tell you I'm sorry for everything that I've done