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PERFORMING ARTISTS
FJ Outlaw
Performer
Mac Ro
Performer
Justin Mende
Performer
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Justin Mende
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Mac Ro
Producer
Lyrics
(Hello, no one is available to take your call
Please leave a message after the tone)
You can look me in my eyes and describe that I'm in pain
I'm just hopin' when I die, they don't remember me in vain
I ain't got too much to lose, but I got everything to gain
Yeah, I'm just prayin' people smile when somebody says my name
And every second that I live, it seems to feel like it's a lifetime
A lot of people battle mental illness, it ain't like mine
I tried to talk about it, I don't feel that it's the right time
My mood is always dark but I just wanna let the light shine
As I'm sitting, staring at the pills on the shelf
I wonder, should I really eat 'em, are they really gon' help?
While everybody at the club and they're all feelin' their selves
I'm in the dark, and I'm just contemplating killin' myself
I feel so lonely even with a group of people around
They always try to bring me up, but I just feel so down
I always smile but inside, it's like a great big frown
It's like I'm floatin' in the ocean while I'm waiting to drown
Hello from the other side
I must've called a thousand times
To te-tell you I'm sorry for everything that I've done
But when I call, you never seem to be home
Hello from the other side
Hello from the other side
Yeah, ayy
I feel a rage inside my body, I take shots to contain
So once a month, I get injected 'cause it's keepin' me sane
I wish I didn't have to take it 'cause I don't like pain
But that's just what I gotta do 'cause something is wrong with my brain
Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever really ever win this fight
I wonder if I'm really evil or if I'm alright
It's hard to sleep sometimes, I feel like I'll be up all night
Sometimes I question if my future really can be bright
I get so tired of depression, at times I start to question
If everything I'm feeling puts a halt on my progression
And everyday I'm stressin', I treat it like a lesson
This is kinda like a song but kinda like a small confession
How I feel everyday while I'm sitting with you
Nobody knows it, but I never really know what to do
It's like I'm living in a prison where the whole thing is blue
I'm only saying this 'cause other people feel this too
Hello from the other -ide
I must've called a thousand times
To te-tell you I'm sorry for everything that I've done
Writer(s): Adele Laurie Blue Adkins, Gregory Allen Kurstin
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