I know that you lied but, I don't really mind that
You did what was best
Regardless of our moods
If I told you I loved you, you still would've left
I've tried so many faces and still nothing phases
The walls that you've built
You're running out of patience
A manifestation of all of your guilt
I know it doesn't mean a thing, but
I miss you like crazy
I wish you had stayed with me for awhile
I know you'll replace me
I have to stop chasing you like a child
And clinging on when you're gone
It's terrifying that what I see before me
Is the rest of my life
Constantly fighting to prove I'm worth loving
I lose every time
Seeking my validation
Unappreciative of the gifts that you give
You keep your friends so distant
Like a secret club that I'm not allowed in
I know it doesn't mean a thing, but
I miss you like crazy
I wish you had stayed with me for awhile
I know you'll replace me
I have to stop chasing you like a child
And clinging on when you're gone
So far gone
