Newnightmare

I'm not asking for better times Just take me back to that hallow's eve when I was nine I heard thriller and it changed my life Dad put on some Freddy I covered my eyes traumatized Couldn't stand the pain but now I don't mind The Halloween after Sandy postponed til November Met my first love then That was September but now its October My rooms getting colder Life getting hotter and not from the lighter But from the pressure of knowing that I'm still alive I keep lying about changes Like I wish I could change em Like I wish I could save em But that would be another lie This apology's bloated I can't stomach this time My selfish point: I'd rather hide than rectify, rather not try The fact and truth of this complacence is I'm too big of a coward to go through my life on a day to day basis I wish everyday were Halloween So I wouldn't feel ashamed being the same fucking monster everyday of the week Never gonna hurt you like I hurt myself this time Never gonna hurt you like I hurt myself this time Never gonna hurt you like I hurt myself this time Never gonna hurt you like I hurt myself this time Can you stand to watch me cry? If it takes the pressure away I'll do it for us every time Never gonna hurt you like I hurt myself this time Can you stand to watch me cry? If it takes the pressure away I'll do it for us every time Never gonna hurt you like I hurt myself this time Can you stand to watch me cry? If it takes the pressure away I'll do it for us every time Never gonna hurt you like I hurt myself this time Can you stand to watch me cry? If it takes the pressure away I'll do it for us every time Never gonna hurt you like I hurt myself this time