It's only a test
A warning sign that I am up above
Flight can teach you reason with a shove
It's only a drug, a couple of hours just to pass the time
Can you tell I am not in my mind?
It's so hard to let things go
Slow decline
It's wrong to feel so low
Doing lines
It's only a trick
A deception to the people that I know
Is it pain or is it purposeful?
It's only a rouse
The sympathy you are addicted to
Selfish and I hated helping you
It's so hard to let things go
Slow decline
It's wrong to feel so low
Doing lines
So talk about it, talk about it, talk about it
Talk it all night
You will not expect, my limelight
Slipping your conscience into my mind
Hoping you'd say you're wrong and I'm right
Very afraid that you're gonna die
