Apathy

A lack of inspiration Farewell to the spark No short of dedication No lack of hell or heart This facade, to mask what's underneath A broken soul defines my defeat I thought you'd find me when I needed you most I saw myself washed up just like before But where were you? (Where were?) You watched me dissipate Until there was nothing left for me to save I can't believe it took so long for me to see What was really happening Did you think I would push myself towards the brink? I think a new scenery is what I need You're always dragging me down Pull the passion from my veins Drain the color from my face Remove me (remove me) Won't you remove me? (remove me) So why isn't this enough for me? Should I be ashamed to say I've been Hiding from a disease that leaves me Drowning in my own apathy? I wait for a day For this to be cast out of me We avoid the inevitable In favor of the unattainable This emptiness that I've come to know It pulls me apart, it drags me down Pull the passion from my veins Drain the color from my face Remove me (remove me) Won't you remove me? (remove me) Stuck in this empty tunnel vision Suffering through the consequences Of my own indecision Stuck in this empty tunnel vision Stuck in this empty tunnel vision I looked you in the eyes Determined to survive Searching for solace I pulled myself out