As I Am

Finally found where the good things hide at It's better late then never i guess Cause there's no point in not filling wasted space I guess time flies when you stay and wait Still holding as bitter as i am Say it's for the best while you're still crying Trying all the things to make you stay And not realizing i can't make you change Nothing together about my act Act surprise when the thin ice cracks Carrying all the weight to make you sink Type of thing to stop and make you think Like please not today Not this way I'm anything but blank But sometimes i don't want to feel a thing So when i dream I don't see your face Think it's here to stay It's here today But in a blink It's gone away But it's not a waste It's just not oasis Not a waste Just not oasis (S, blank, blank, well i guess there's nothing else to do, At least nothing productive or self fulfilling. all you can do is try. Anything besides that is just a waste of your time, And everyone else affected by you. just do your best, It's the truest cliche. Sometimes i wonder if there's some sort of divine of just moral Punishment before death. I wonder if you realize all the things you could have done right when You know it's too late. i don't want to have regrets. I want to die happy like i lived the best i could. I don't want to fight anything. i just want to find peace. I just want to love and be loved and i don't think i'm owed anything. Try not to be selfish. But i'm human and that's fine as long i try my best, s, blank, Blank, but i'm human and that's fine as long as i try my best.)