Talk to Me Before I Die (feat. cuco)

Its hard to feel Easy to kill hard to deal Easy to give up hard to build Easy to break down ease up run the fees up With my feet up in the Fiat let my brain rot Feel the raindrops in my tank top And I can't stop and I can't move When I wake up and I break up And I say stuff that was never meant to see the daylight I realize that I demonize you when I blame my problems on you It was always me Im uncomfortable in my skin when Im not with you I feel like Im walkin' in circles what's my purpose Brand new whips and purses Beggin' my baby don't hurt me like I hurt you yuh Sing to me a lullaby talk to me before I die Question my emotions I'm so sick from all the notion that Ending this sounds easy maybe Ill end up on TV I can't seem to find the meaning I can't seen to find the meaning I wanna feel alive how do I tell these lies How do I look at you and tell you that I feel alright Don't wanna hurt this way do I deserve to stay Do my apologies mean anything to you today Yuh It's hard to feel alive It's easy to want to die It's hard to look at my reflection Easy to grip that Smith and Wesson Easy to fuck that bitch no question Easy to get my dick hard It's easy to get real pissed off It's hard to quit my day job It's easy to pop pills skip meals Get fucked up tucked under covers Never leaving my dojo where I stay solo When I feel safest and I'm less anxious Beggin' for someone to save me 'Cause most of the homies around me forsake me lately Creepin' on me when the sun go down so shaded No surprise it don't phase me yuh Sing to me a lullaby talk to me before I die Question my emotions I'm so sick from all the notion that Ending this sounds easy maybe I'll end up on TV I can't seem to find the meaning I can't seem to find the meaning I wanna feel alive how do I tell these lies How do I look at you and tell you that I feel alright Don't wanna hurt this way Do I deserve to stay Do my apologies mean anything to you today