Lately

Lately, lately This where I been at lately Lately, lately This where I been at lately Lately, lately Lately I've been up at night Lately I've been thinking I Need to get away from the demons I Hide in my life I need to find Lately I've been up at night Lately I've been thinking I Need to get away from the demons I Hide in my life I need to find Lately I've been feeling just a little bit off Hate me I'm the villain when I write what I want Crazy but I'm mainly just a man and his thoughts Deadly when I'm aiming hit the buck with a shot Worth a shot what I want like a shark I don't stop But I'm lost I'll admit it independent got a vision Indecision and a bit of feeling livid what I'm living Been a minute since I found some peace and quiet in my feelings Hey! But I'm back again Pack it all away like I'm camping in My fears and my lies zip it up you can hide You decide if you're fine it's your mind that's a lie Now I feel like I'm back on repeat See me? Talking to myself like I need me Clearly something that I'm not need a receipt Delete all the things that defeat me Bring me down just to see me bleed Standing at up above looking down at me Do you recognize now all the things that you see? It's a mirror of the thing that that you least wanna see it's me Do you see what I mean? Now retreat to your seat Just sit down now and take a look around All these burdens I found start weighing me down Like I'm Durden and I'm certain that I'm hurting I'm referring to the curtain of the person that's been lurking Urma Thurman with the knife like a surgeon In my mind on excursion see the version of the life that I need not the life that I lead How's that for an operation Hardly patient but I'm waiting on the time where I'm tolerating altercations Information over laid and overtaking Back and forth been debating Contemplating suffocating Sinkin deep in a space of hatred I face it pray quick Open the book and the read the pages Something never done enough I hate it What's my problem? I don't know? Faith too shallow? Comes and goes A tidal wave of emotions though, now let it flow My minds been lying but I'm fine right now On my grind what I'm writing right now See my face what I'm like right now When I fight this I'll be back in awhile Let it all out, let it unfold Let em all see the person you know The person you hide but the person you show When the curtains get closed and your minds on it's own Lately I've been up at night Lately I've been thinking I Need to get away from the demons I Hide in my life I need to find Lately I've been up at night Lately I've been thinking I Need to get away from the demons I Hide in my life I need to find Lately I've been feeling like I'm losing motivation Maybe I'm impatient, maybe I should face it Lately I've been feeling just a little bit anxious Locked in the walls with the thoughts in my basement Maybe I take the concrete to the pavement Carve my name and my thoughts make a statement A fact A matter of attainment I'm aiming, I'm praying, I'm saying I'm back in the game when I'm not in the mindset yet To find quite yet the Midas touch The finest stuff does not provide us much When the richest wealth is in the final dust But I'm back on the same old story it's boring I'm pouring All of my thoughts are divorcing my mind Into two different worlds of restoring and mourning I'm stuck in the middle I'm feeling like Malcom I'm feeling like how come? The outcome of balance is searched but not found huh A mount on the mountain I found in the fountain A part of my youth that I left in the pews And I found in the booth when I stepped in the music scene I used defeat to step on the beat and make true to see A useless dream turned to belief But that's how it goes Constant repeat like the merry go Round after round recycle old Until the old is new that you told To get off ya back and leave you alone Give me some space get out my zone Need a new place need a new home The mind of mine is getting too cold Lately I've been up at night Lately I've been thinking I Need to get away from the demons I Hide in my life I need to find Lately I've been up at night Lately I've been thinking I Need to get away from the demons I Hide in my life I need to find