CuziLostYou

I don't know how to say this But my hearts been hurting Every single time I think about us When we was talking on the phone all night My heart let you in I didn't understand why But I didn't question it I just Wanted happiness and your heart Nothing less but you started Stressin it Causing me to overthink leadin me to depression and All the lies you said On your Phone I'm stuck on read Echos in my head telling me I Should be dead Askin all these questions while Im layin in my bed Drinking Hennessy so I don't Have to relive all the pain I've been going crazy I've been Going insane Eyes all around me judging sayin that I'm okay But eventually I know one day I will fade So I I was never addicted to drinking All these bottles Now Im Mixin percs and xannie In my bottles I used to smoke Swishers and I used to smile I used to trap and made all hella dollars I don't really know what Happened I thought we had something Special I thought we would gonna last But You switched up WHY FUCK It's been a couple of months and your name comes on my phone Has Been a while but your name changes my tone Asking stupid question like shit about the snow Talking laughing and smiling like she didn't break my bones Thinking of times when I had you in my arms You used to say shit like "you Could do no harm" Hoping begging and praying that no one does you wrong When I said I'd ride or die you said you'd tag along Memories flowing down a river slapping Back and fourth Memories that are damned but they're askin me for more But your words still effect me and they hurt me to the core I said what I said and it left you pretty sore Now that I moved on I had to pull the cord So I leave you behind and I close the door Pretend your weren't mine and I pretend I wasn't yours Tragic ending for our fairy tale that's how it ends So I act like I'm happy but I can no longer pretend I wish you all the best and I hope your content But your no longer in my life and I'm no longer hellbent