Eclipse (Ashley)

At my core, I feel good My essence is assured But there's so many layers to get there So much build-up So many left their mark on me The non-literal wound of a heart broken I sat on the side of a quarry As the moon came to hug the sun An abusive lover casting shadows As it reaches in for a kiss What eclipses me In my life? In my life? I asked inside, palms turned up "What diverges me From my highest potential? Highest purpose?" Ha, ha, myself What eclipses me In my life? In my life? Myself, at the age of twenty-seven Questioning that the universe doesn't trust in me Have a plan for me Like we can find ourselves, our self It's in the tall grass It's in her long hair In her dark eyes, hologram nails The love of two women My best friend, Ashley Ashley Ashley Ashley Ashley What eclipses me In my life? In my life? What eclipses me In my life?