Will It End?

Will it end? Will the greyness fade away? Will I find my way through the rain? Or will I be let down again, again, again, again? Will it end? Will the rain stop falling? Will the dark stop calling me? Making me hide away again, again, again, again, again? Will you leave? Will I see you before you go? Will I ever get to know How it could have been If I didn't mess it up again, again, again? Will it hurt? Will my mind be numb once more? When you're walking out the door? Never hearing your voice again, again, again, again I would do a lot of things to keep you satisfied But I cannot change myself and live another lie If you don't like who I am now I can't just wait for when So why am I still sitting here only wondering Will it end? Will the greyness fade away? Will I find my way through the rain? Or will I be let down again, again, again, again? Will it end? Will the rain stop falling? Will the dark stop calling me? Making me hide away again, again, again, again, again?