Bad Dreams

Sit in my room and i contemplate all my decisions Im hoping that i get a do over and if i do will that shit make a difference Or maybe im tripping Or maybe im outta my head i got this drink on the side of the bed Hoping a magical genie appears and takes me away from the life that i live Some of these nights i wish i wasn't here I miss my auntie im sad that she dead I did not cry at her funeral i let my pride interfere with me shedding a tear Mama she told me she worried about me i keep telling mama don't worry about it I promise you that ima change the world and make me a profit And change all our lives for the better Just because we on the topic of family i love all my family My sisters and brothers my friends and my cousins my aunties and uncles Lil nigga a soldier i told ya im holding it down down down Im sorry i dont come around round round yea yea Back of my mind the back of my brain i got this feeling im feeling the same My thoughts been so violent im breaking the silence Im lacking the trust cuz these niggas ain't solid And i put my heart and my soul in this project i don't give a fuck if you niggas dont like it Im blocking the hate im ignoring your comments you ask me To save you well save it Im tired of everyone asking for favors Im falling like angels its fuck what you saying Im back on my bully live life to the fullest im smoking that cookie the size of a bullet And yea i been thinking lately, im out my mind and im outta time And im running outta patience And constantly contemplating I still say I dont care what you say im going far and im not changing my ways just for love I cant fold i wont fold tonight you must think that im scared to die My bad dreams yea those are scary sights but those bad things will never stop the grind And i been thinking bout you constant Heavy on my conscience its fucking with my mindset I don't want you here you're hurting i can tell Mistakes that you regret Your inhibitions Why wont you disappear