Deserve Me

Does it feel hard for you to love me Sometimes thats how you make me feel But I know your heart is guarded I know you see this shit is real I want you to be selfish I thought thats only fair But I think you over did it Cause you left without a care I want you to deserve me But you and I can clearly see That you aren't close to being ready I get you just want to be free Cause boy you know that i'm better I'm never one to wait around But really i've just gotten better I pretend I haven't hit the ground You wiped a tear from my eye Could see my world crashing down You looked so sad when you came to me Why don't you just want me around You said I "cant get any better" You said "Hey you should stick around" I did just what you told me Now you're no where to be found I want you to deserve me But you and I can clearly see That you aren't close to being ready I get you just want to be free Cause boy you know that i'm better I'm never one to wait around But really i've just gotten better I pretend I haven't hit the ground I thought maybe if I waited Helped you figure yourself out If I just held you through your struggles You'd keep me around no doubt Remember when you help me tight The last time we laid in bed Wish we could just rewind time So I could get you out of my head