Way of Life

The word gnarly is defined as difficult and challenging But the surfers meaning for It is insane I'm all of the above plus I'm wavy I'm finally regaining control I lost my mind, and most of my soul Looked down upon myself I just needed to grow But I rarely show emotions they never would know To be gnarly is a way of life Tryna fulfill your purpose you gotta sarcastic I made that happen no second guessing no thinking twice I finally feel satisfied with my purpose in life Take a look in mirror see the man I've become The war with myself finally feel like it's done All my days were cloudy I finally get sun Thought I was losing at life now it's clear that I won They use to reject me now they respect me Had to change to person I was knew It would wreck me But I'm thankful for em A lot of wrongs time to make em right Already got my bags at the door just need the keys to life World full of ppl who love me I still feel isolated I've been taking Ls all my life without no consolation And I don't need It now, build me up to knock me down Things are looking up for now, when shit goes down they're not around I don't need that kinda stress in life The fact that I got myself helps me sleep good at night I tell no lies I survived through the craziest time I write these lyrics to help the people explore through my mind