How's It Going to End?

Sometimes I lay awake at night and speak to angels These golden faces that I see As light as the air that I breathe Illuminating and creating a dream As lucid as the swirling skies with my eyes wide shut I create reality, along with she Speaking to me softly, her melodic whispers Flow like symphonic rivers that wither away My worry and weeping until my last tear is Echoed in well of silence and sealed shut Why so sullen? She asks Sometimes I feel, defeated All I need is, the healing Still don't know if, I'm dreaming Just trying to find, the meaning Find that demon, defeat it Look at my heart, I'm bleeding Still don't know when, I'm leaving Just trying to find, the meaning Lately I've felt like it's all a illusion That I can't escape I'm clouded by confusion See we're not real and this is all a dream But is that enlightenment or delusion? Can't fight the fusion of dark and the light in myself But I'm crying for help See my mental health is tipping off the shelf In a crowded room, but there's nobody else That can bring me comfort Tranquilize my anxieties, I just really wanna ride the breeze By the autumn leaves, hanging on to fleeting memories What's the use of seeing when there's nothing in sight What's the use of feeling with a heart made of stone What's the use of healing when there's nothing to fight In the end you're alone Sometimes I feel, defeated All I need is, the healing Still don't know if, I'm dreaming Just trying to find, the meaning Find that demon, defeat it Look at my heart, I'm bleeding Still don't know when, I'm leaving Just trying to find, the meaning Masks reflected on subway trains Mass confusion on where we came from Where we're going to, what we're gonna do How we're gonna win, when we're gonna lose Never really know to believe Seems like all we do lie and deceive Cast in the perfect image of a priest Now bow to your knees, and Sell a dream at an auction, sell your brother a coffin Let him know that he's caught in a web of lies and distortion Didn't know what's important, didn't know he was forced inside A game of misfortune, with no one to support him, see Mighty morphin power rangers couldn't save you From this danger, it's too late to ask for favors Anyway they left you at the station full of strangers Find your savior Sometimes I feel, defeated All I need is, the healing Still don't know if, I'm dreaming Just trying to find, the meaning Find that demon, defeat it Look at my heart, I'm bleeding Still don't know when, I'm leaving Just trying to find, the meaning Cause sometimes I feel like my life is a show All full of actors just playing their roles Walls shattering, patience running thin Please tell me how it's going to end Sometimes I feel like my life is a show All full of actors just playing their roles Walls shattering, patience running thin Please tell me how it's going to end Truman show really mirror my life Lights falling from the sky, please just tell me why I feel like I'm the only one that's not crazy I've been going through it as of lately Maybe I've been thinking bout to too much I should slow down cause my mind in a rush They listening in to all of my discussions With tape around my mouth I'm yelling what the fuck I'm starting to feel a change and a shift I'm really getting fed up with this shit We could have more positivity if it Was more souls out here trying to uplift I just need some help to make me believe All that I need is right inside of me Heaven ain't really a place in the sky It's a state of mind Sometimes I feel, defeated All I need is, the healing Still don't know if, I'm dreaming Just trying to find, the meaning Find that demon, defeat it Look at my heart, I'm bleeding Still don't know when, I'm leaving Just trying to find, the meaning Sometimes I feel, defeated All I need is, the healing Still don't know if, I'm dreaming Just trying to find, the meaning Find that demon, defeat it Look at my heart, I'm bleeding Still don't know when, I'm leaving Just trying to find, the meaning Sometimes I feel like my life is a show All full of actors just playing their roles Walls shattering, patience running thin Please tell me how it's going to end Sometimes I feel like my life is a show All full of actors just playing their roles Walls shattering, patience running thin Please tell me how it's going to end