We were reckless for a season now
Restless with a reason
I can't tell
I can't tell
If we were victims of the vices or
Addicted to the crisis
Live through hell
Live through hell
And when you came up for a breath
I knew there wasn't nothing left to do but choose
And everything I lost wasn't much compared to all
I had to, I had to lose
We laid with the dead and dying
Told them all we were just trying
To be alive
To be alive
Closed our eyes
And hoped that we could leave
The lives we didn't want to lead behind
Behind
And when you came up for a breath
I knew there wasn't nothing left to do but choose
And everything I lost wasn't much compared to all
I had to lose
Watch the colors fade away
Bleached out by the sun
Left hope for another day
Prayed it would never come
And when you came up for a breath
I knew there wasn't nothing left to do but choose
And everything I lost wasn't much compared to all
I had to, I had to lose
I had to lose
I had to lose
