Sometimes its hard to swallow but I got to
Moments that feel fake but they so true
I sit by the lake and I smoke to
Loosen up my brain, what it go thru
Sometimes its hard to swallow but I got to
Moments that feel fake but they so true
I sit by the lake and I smoke to
Loosen up my brain, what it go thru
What the fuck do you do when somebody get to running from you
And you still love em but you hate what they becoming
The truth
Its hard to swallow sometimes
I write it all in these lines I try to spell it out
Why you burning down the house
I don't understand
I'm just doing what I can to live how I want
Its not my fault you made decisions now you hate what you got
Connect the dots, this ain't all about you
I'm living how I'm living you cant tell me what to do
I pursue
Everything that you hate
Freedom from the bullshit
Having nothing on my plate
I'm great
I already know that
I used to need you but the times change fast
And you act
Like you didn't need me back
Man fuck it I could tell
Only care about yourself
Well fuck it me too nothing else
Watch it melt
Watch it all float away
Sometimes its hard to swallow but I got to
Moments that feel fake but they so true
I sit by the lake and I smoke to
Loosen up my brain, what it go thru
Sometimes its hard to swallow but I got to
Moments that feel fake but they so true
I sit by the lake and I smoke to
Loosen up my brain, what it go thru
I love it
Shout out to the homies and my cousins
Taking care of me when I couldn't
So sudden
Pushing not budging
I been stuck in the same spot
I got nothin to show
I been tryna grow
Progress been slow
Livin' the studio tryna work it out
I couldn't go without
Life just not the same
For me to just maintain
Consistently create
I always keep it straight
Never beat around the bush
I tell it like it is
I don't care how it looks
I'm learning from my books
They told me stay away
A spark to open flame
I'm really doing nothing
Lets not have this discussion
These are the repercussions
You lead to my destruction
Too much of an obstruction
Had to let you know
I'm just a step below
I was your stepping stone
Hear frustration in my tone
Sometimes its hard to swallow but I got to
Moments that feel fake but they so true
I sit by the lake and I smoke to
Loosen up my brain, what it go thru
Sometimes its hard to swallow but I got to
Moments that feel fake but they so true
I sit by the lake and I smoke to
Loosen up my brain, what it go thru
