I've been searching through so many memories
Just to find an answer that cannot be found
I've been waiting for somebody to save me
But I've realised now that I will have to learn to save myself
And I know that I have made mistakes
'Cause they're the reason why I stay awake
Fuck
I still feel regret and remorse in myself
Fighting the devil on my shoulder
I still feel regret and remorse in myself
I guess I'm living in the past
But this has to end
This has to end
Eyes wide open
I can't sleep
They're closing in
I'm praying they can't find me
Eyes wide open
I can't sleep
I've let them in
Now there's no point in hiding
In the dead of night
In the witching hour
I can feel the past trying to suffocate me
I'm not giving in
Im not surrendering
I refuse to live in suffering
Give me strength, give me reason
I won't give in anymore
I won't give in anymore
I still feel regret and remorse in myself
Fighting the devil on my shoulder
I still feel regret and remorse in myself
I guess I'm living in the past
But this has to end
This has to end
Voices in my head won't leave me alone
Deathgrip around my fucking throat
I hold my breath and I close my eyes
Pray I make it through the night
Choked in a deathgrip
Pray I make it through the night
