Dear God

Won't you save me from myself? I'm not here to sound angry, not here to sound ungrateful But I've been fuming for years, some call me hateful I'm grateful, yeah I'm grateful that I'm alive still I'm capable of love still I look to you above still But Lord, look, the wait is killing me What I truly gotta do to make these motherfuckers witness me? So they picture my work pif, I scribble liberty I'm free from the enslavement that this industry done given me Tell me who the best, I dare you, point em out to me Tell me who better, creative behind their artistry Hardly a flaw, the pen is peak, I carpe diem Dear God, they wanna kill me in the Colosseum They push hate, like they K-K-K I K.O like I'm Cassius Clay What I'm supposed to say? Dear God, they gave me heart, with a bit of ice You gave me death with a bit of life Selling my soul for the asking price Everyone know what I been rapping like Everyone know when I've been snapping right? So how the fuck they tryna push me back? They tryna pull me back, they tryna prove me bad I understand though, that That they don't understand me I understand, these suckers don't comprehend me But I'm a man understand that my stance mean Understand that I'm still king Always told myself, that I'd never ever force it If it's gone, it's gone, maybe I lost it Dear God, my letter please don't ignore it I'm sick and tired of all you niggas claim to be bosses I'm sick and tired of this floss shit Maybe I'm mad I'm mad my brother an alcoholic He's still blood so I love him still That's my family, I love him real But dear God, dear God Won't you save me from myself? Should I blame it on myself? I done taken every step I done written every rap What the hell, you motherfuckers deaf? Oh well Crooked world we live Where niggas raping babies too I think it's high time we faced the truth Maybe we lost as fuck, maybe we can't escape Maybe I talk too much but I hope that y'all relate Dear Lord When I tell you I'm the best, I believe it When I tell you I'm a legend, I believe it When I tell you I'm the GOAT, please believe it Believe me, ain't nobody better, I done seen it But calm down, put your pride aside I know my God still reside inside, I follow God's design My heart aligned with the light My God, insight what's right I'm writing life my God, my God Dear God Won't you save me from myself? Won't you save me from myself? I got the rope around my neck Won't you save me from myself? Won't you save me from myself? Before I jump out the window I swear I'm finna jump out the window Won't you save me from myself? Used to spit saliva and juice fuse to rap shit I'm usually the coolest in a room full of coon shit Enthusiast, heart colder than Budapest Used to hearing niggas arguing, bicker 'bout who the best I'm using facts Connect the dots, I'll forever be a hungry nigga I'll never stop, cause I used to be a bummy nigga We fuckin' lost my nigga, y'all niggas lost Xenophobia killing your people, y'all niggas gone Mentally enslaved, you hate your skin, you hate yourself You see yourself in your brother, that's why you chasing death Hol' up, I'm not a preacher but my heart bleeds for you I'm just praying that you see the truth I ask please, dear God won't you save me from myself? I feel I got nobody left This is not what I expected Spirituality I feel neglected I know you love me and I'm blessed still My purpose is applied to the pressure that make me diamond I'm deadly dedicated, can never die for the time being I rhyme king, I swear to God I'm a rhyme king You niggas know that I'm a rhyme fiend, sniffing lines I'm therapy heavy, I'm feeling medicated I know you motherfuckin' devils pray I never make it I stand in front of you God, I'm fully naked Anticipate the hate in abundance but I don't give a fuck Couple of folk in my family don't really wish me luck Couple of bitches hit me, tryna get a nigga nut Live it up, I looks to my God but I don't know what's up I double up, downing the liquor tryna forget it but Pray for me, my spirit heavy, my vision blurry I'm ready for whatever, whatever the mission Steady count your blessings I'm feeling blessed but I'm restless Bob Marley with a death wish, this is my best shit Dear God Won't you save me from myself? Won't you save me from myself? I got the rope around my neck Won't you save me from myself? Won't you save me from myself? Before I jump out the window I swear I'm finna jump out the window Won't you save me from myself? Won't you save me from myself? Won't you save me from myself? I got the rope around my neck Won't you save me from myself? Won't you save me from myself? Before I jump out the window I swear I'm finna jump out the window Won't you save me from myself?