Submerge

Sitting by myself And wondering Why the only bliss I feel Is from the things that aren't real I want to know If I was Given the chance to change it all Would I give in or would I fall? And now I'm submerged in it all Everywhere I look I'm surrounded by my faults I wish I could put it all on pause Wait a minute 'Til the storm calms down I wish I could be happy From the little things I see But I'm constantly reminded Of the things I couldn't be And I know before I get away There's still a lot that's left to say But now I'm submerged in it all Everywhere I look I'm surrounded by my faults I wish I could put it all on pause Wait a minute 'Til the storm calms down And I know I've come a long way and I'm better with myself But there's still that nagging feeling I belong to someone else I don't know if I'll be happy but I'm better off alone I know everything is simpler when I do it on my own And I'm sorry if it hurts you that I'm pushing you away But I think it'd hurt you more if I were to let you stay I don't want to be your burden I'm my own and it's enough All these thoughts I've been submerged in Say the waters will be rough I'm running out of time wish I could put it all on pause And wait a minute 'Til the storm calms down