Chance (To Survive)

Can you remember all the time you lied Always being so close to that border line Hate that feeling, damn, you a waste of time Going away and trying to figured it out You always got what you wanted from me You Are a knife the cut me deep in every Rule You put something I don't get it It's like a thousands thorns stinging in my bed Before I go I told ya thank you for your love Time To breathe Keep my soul safe and free And for this dream I need to believe in it For real I'm breaking all of these chains I'm done with your mind I'm done with your life I'm done with your bullshit you said all the time I'm done I'm not blind I'm done if you're crying I'm done I won't give you my chance to survive Did you remember the last time you hurt me No I suppose you don't That was your day I only wanted to sing that song for you and your man to show you what I'm good at July 6th and everything was going Fine Smiling faces in my dress and about to Cry Thinking my mother will be so proud But only shame was what I saw in her eyes That was my gift to celebrate your dream come true Within Inside Everything I have to give Your little baby Dressed like a little clown Everything you did was undervaluing and pushing me down All My life Thought I was chasing something wrong Before I fall I give it all my soul Sometimes I know It's hard to get what you want But the most important thing is living it on your own I'm done with your mind I'm done with your life I'm done with your bullshit You said all the time I'm done I'm not blind I'm done if you're crying I'm done I won't give you my chance to survive Now you're gone And thank you for your cruel love Time to breathe Keep my soul safe and free And for this dream I need to believe in it Just living my real chance to survive All My life Thought I was chasing something wrong Before I fall I give it all my soul Sometimes I know It's hard to get what you want But the most important thing is living it on your own I'm done with your mind I'm done with your life I'm done with your bullshit You said all the time I'm done I'm not blind I'm done if you're crying I'm done I won't give you my chance to survive