Suicide

I don't know what I would do without you I don't know where I would be without you I don't know if I could breathe without you I don't know if I could live Give me a Xanax bar, I ain't coming down Gas through a flame of the sparks, I can't shut it down I been chasing these stars, the sun's coming out The pupil in my eyes the size of a dime My nose is runny now Lord, please forgive me of my sins What's it take to get these problems to start coming to an end Buck 50 on the desk, I'm touching on the whip And I'm thinking I'm 'bout to drive this motherfucker off a cliff I'm a ball of flames And if it wasn't for us, and it wasn't for love I'd throw it all away, I would've emptied the clip But that all switched the first time you called my name Before you I was out here sitting in the rain Before you I was out here living with the pain Before you I was out here wishing I could change on a collision course I was playing chicken with a train You're the one that I'm loyal to You're the one that I'm devoted to Need a change and it's overdue Nothing in life matters when I'm holding you I remember that night that you asked what's on my mind And I looked you in the eyes and I told you suicide (suicide) Suicide (suicide) It's like the harder I try only made me realize Without you by my side, I wouldn't even be alive (be alive) I wouldn't be alive Without you, it'd be suicide (suicide, suicide) Without you, it'd be suicide (suicide, suicide) Only love can save me from suicide (suicide, suicide) Without you, it'd be suicide (suicide, suicide) Only love can save me from me Life's taking its toll on me slowly And you're the only one that really knows me When we met, I mixed Sprite with the codeine If you wasn't in my life, I would've OD'd Came through the storm, dealt with the rising flood levels Coldhearted ice is pumping through my blood vessels I'll never know what you see in this fucking drug dealer Written in blood whenever I sent you a love letter I'm going back to my hole from the start I even swam with the sharks or alone in the dark 'Cause that's all I know Until you came and lit a match in my soul You're who I need when I'm feeling stressed You're the calm to my storm when I feel upset You help every time that I feel depressed A ticking time bomb with less than a minute left I swear to God, I could blow at any second Been here before and never learned my lesson I don't know why I'm always second-guessing But you're the only one that I never question I remember that night that you asked what's on my mind And I looked you in the eyes and I told you suicide (suicide) Suicide (suicide) It's like the harder I try only made me realize Without you by my side, I wouldn't even be alive (be alive) I wouldn't be alive Without you, it'd be suicide (suicide, suicide) Without you, it'd be suicide (suicide, suicide) Only love can save me from suicide (suicide, suicide) Without you, it'd be suicide (suicide, suicide) Only love can save me from me I don't know what I would do without you I don't know where I would be without you I don't know if I could breathe without you I don't know if I could live