Not Over It Just Used to the Pain

Thought that this'd be easy but it ain't Thought that I could do it but I can't I'm not over it, just used to the pain I'm just coping it in my own way Yeah there's nothing to say Mm-mmh, nothing to say, oh-oh Nothing to say So leave me alone Won't let me get out my head, my zone Yeah coffee gone cold Cigarette's burning slow, so slow Thought that this'd be easy but it ain't Thought that I could do it but I can't I'm not over it, just used to the pain I'm just coping it in my own way Yeah there's nothing to say Mm-mmh, nothing to say, oh-oh Nothing to say Wish I could see light But I don't mind, it's only me Wish I could find myself So I could finally be at peace Thought that this'd be easy but it ain't Thought that I could do it but I can't I'm not over it, just used to the pain I'm just coping it in my own way Yeah there's nothing to say Mm-mmh, nothing to say, oh-oh Nothing to say