Discontent

There is so much mess in my head I've been having trouble sleeping I put my headphones on, play the sounds of a storm and listen to my breathing I cried myself to sleep last night I can't get back the wasted time I spent I can't wake up and do it all again I'm where I wanted to be - I still feel incomplete No hole has been filled it's all just a false belief Only digging it deeper and wider I like to say I haven't changed but I grew on the outside I have locked myself down and thrown the key in the mud I wasn't looking for love and then you showed up A light glows inside which I haven't felt in years But it's still warming up, the dust has almost cleared I'm where I wanted to be - I still feel incomplete No hole has been filled it's all just a false belief Only digging it deeper and wider I like to say I haven't changed but I grew on the outside I burnt myself out once again running off caffeine and fear of discontent Can't escape this discontent I have so many homes but never feel at home I'm where I wanted to be - I still feel incomplete No hole has been filled it's all just a false belief Only digging it deeper and wider I like to say I haven't changed but I grew on the outside Will you wait for me? I will wait for you.