Turn It Back

I raise my head so slowly Throw an arm in the air And I turn all the lights down And enjoy the despair I did not feel this happening I did not see this coming No I did not predict this at all Look at me bleeding With my heart in my hand But I just can't believe in What I don't understand So turn it back Turn it back to the day before I have a fear of flying Though I've jumped from the sky And I wake up falling But in this dream I die And it won't be alright Because it won't change my life And no we don't have the time But I'm grateful for the chance to Pick and choose which way this life is going Look at me bleeding With my heart in my hand But I just can't believe in What I don't understand So turn it back Turn it back to the day- When there were stories I'd read them in ink A life I could hold in my hand There were songs I could sing for a season And bury them back in the sand There'd be friends up and down every table Of people I'd met in a dream But when I said they'd think Of the times that had gone Well this is the loneliest place I've ever been Look at me bleeding With my heart in my hand But I just can't believe in What I don't understand So turn it back Turn it back to the day before Look at me bleeding With my heart in my hand But I just can't believe in What I don't understand So turn it back Turn it back to the day before