Idk Where I Should Be

I got visions of nice living rooms and televisions And future kids chilling Rapping happy now cuz That's just how I'm feeling Woah, I-I-I know that we all go To another place that I'm not sure I like to consider it a life encore I'm happy with what I got but I want more Cuz I'm sick of being poor and I'm sick of adoring these girls that don't like me back Wait... I think I got a little side-tracked I'm just saying where my minds at But I'm back on it the flow sick like vomit And to be honest, my success ain't promised Wish I could profit, off of these words I could deposit But I'm still in college recording in my closet Yeah I don't know I don't know where I should be But I'm in my head But I'm in my head Yeah I don't know I don't know where I should be But I'm in my head But I'm in my head I been laying in my bed praying I talk to God but I don't know what I'm saying Or if They hear me, it's clearly Something that strikes a lot fear in me Feel like a deer in the headlights These past nights, been feeling like I'm chastised Cuz I ain't baptized, and I ain't fed lies Oo, I-I just really wanna see it like you Comfort in someone to pray to And Sundays I wanna feel brand new But faith, is something I cant choose Yeah I've been my head lately, Been thinking bout religion, been thinking bout peace When I look into the future, and how I see me I hope success is something that I see Yeah I don't know I don't know where I should be But I'm in my head But I'm in my head Yeah I don't know I don't know where I should be But I'm in my head But I'm in my head