When I Go (feat. Colton Ryan, Nicholas Christopher, Lilli Cooper, Raymond J Lee & Bonnie Milligan) [From "We Aren't Kids Anymore" Studio Cast Recording]

I'll hit the wall, and I won't even know it 'Til you peel my body off the bricks I try to breathe, my lungs can't even hold it in I exhale Ten years of fearing every turn I was taking Even while pretending not to be I cut the vein and hope that you see it bleed, oh No, I exhale I can't fail I'm living in what started out like a dream I'm working for the thinkers on the scene I'm fighting for the chance to be undefined I'm leaving something behind I'm waiting for this messy light to turn green I'm hoping for the chance to wipe it clean I'm dying for the ones who come to the show I'm leaving something when I go All I know, even when it's over I'm leaving something when I go You jingle keys to find that's far from an option You're serving babies, faces made of stone You scream through tears to get the baby to laugh, oh Just exhale Push through the city, wear your pain like a jacket You walk with giants, but they're in the clouds Sometimes you strech to reach the top of the stack, oh Don't exhale Cannot fail I'm living in what started out like a dream I'm working for the thinkers on the scene I'm fighting for the chance to be undefined I'm leaving something behind I'm waiting for this messy light to turn green I'm hoping for the chance to wipe it clean I'm dying for the ones who come to the show I'm leaving something when I go All I know, even when it's over I'm leaving something when I go All that I hope for Is all that I question Is there a rhyme or a reason Or a method to the madness? I'm open to suggestion Remember that it's real, the need to create it The very thing that fulfils you Water's fine, jump inside Sometimes the very thing you live for Is the thing that can kill you Water's fine, jump inside Sometimes the very thing you live for Is the thing that can kill you Sometimes I'm standing where the noose should be hanging Sometimes a legacy gets tied in knots Swing from the rafters, watch the artist he's dangling, oh Can't exhale Fly or fail I'm living in what started out like a dream I'm working for the thinkers on the scene I'm fighting for the chance to be undefined I'm leaving something behind I'm waiting for this messy light to turn green I'm hoping for the chance to wipe it clean I'm dying for the ones who come to the show I'm leaving something when I go All I know, even when it's over I'm leaving something when I go When I go When I When I go