Millions

I got millions on my mind Still I get so anxious And I can't help me Got my feelings on the line And I get no answers Something wrong with me? 'Cause I'm not on cloud nine I don't wanna breathe I don't wanna be your B I got millions on my mind Still I get so anxious And I can't help me Money can't buy happiness, only rents it I told myself I wanna finish it, and I meant it I hated every fucking second I hated every mention Searching and screaming for all the reasons That you wanted more appealing and attention You turned my blood against me You made me hate my bestie You fucking ruined me, man But you don't care Every message that I would send, you would just air Oh well, fuck it, you got what you wanted, at my expense You did it, you already won it and now I'm picking up my pieces Done with all your leases I hope you hear this and hate it I got millions on my mind (my mind) Still I get so anxious And I can't help me Got my feelings on the line (on the line) And I get no answers Something wrong with me? 'Cause I'm not on cloud nine I don't wanna breathe I don't wanna be your B I got millions on my mind Still I get so anxious And I can't help me I know I'm not easy to be around Hard times, you're holding me down And I like how you smile Even when I make a fool of myself, still You want nobody else, and that shit really helps Diamond in the rough, you know I mean it You don't want the money or the fame, you'd rather leave it Leave it just to help out all the people with their mental Fundamental, you are my sentimental dealer Turning down my compliments I really hate it since I'm trying to boost your confidence I really made it, since you helped me with my issues Stronger than ever, want you to know it, forever I got millions on my mind (my mind) Still I get so anxious And I can't help me I got my feelings on the line (on the line) And I get no answers Something wrong with me? 'Cause I'm not on cloud nine I don't wanna breathe I don't wanna be your B I got millions on my mind Still I get so anxious And I can't help me