Yeah
I heard she said I'm not the one for her
All the times I made her laugh had no meaning to her
Why she got to fucking lie?
Say that I'm her lover
Cause now I fucking despise what's underneath that cover
That she had on her face
Hiding every feeling just so she can keep me out of place
Keeping every secret from me
I'm trapped and I can't escape
All these forgotten feelings for someone that I used to date
Look
I'm the one who ended everything
Because I felt like I was trapped in a cage where I couldn't fix the things
That didn't feel right
That didn't seem right yeah
What happened to that bond that held us together so tight?
I said I love you
And then you said it back
But the only difference is I didn't lie
And that's a fact
Girl I can't believe that you would do this
Say that I'm your man
But then you lie about the feelings that you never had
Yeah
It's kind of funny how
That we're lovers then
But we're strangers now
Never thought I'd get to see the day that you stray away
Thinkin' to myself
I'm my heart you would stay oh
But people change got to keep that in mind
Whatever I do, I could never keep her satisfied
I always put her first and never on the side
Damn I really should've seen the signs
Really should've seen the signs
Should've payed attention
I wouldn't be in this one hell of a situation
Maybe I wouldn't be in my own room reminiscing
Thinkin' 'bout you and I and the good times that I'm missing (that I'm missing - that I'm Missing)
But I don't need her
(Uh)
Sick and tired of love but I can't get enough
I cant get enough
Aye
The fact that you said you would fuck up your own life for mine
Just seems so meaningless now
I'm tryna figure out how
We went from talking everyday to not even a single call
Baby I was tripping thinking you're the one but it was false
Told me that you love me
So the thought of losing you was kind of scary
People tell me to carry on but I can't even move on
All these memories that I stumble upon
You're the reason that I'm writing this song
Miss the days when the love seemed to be more real
Now I'm feeling certain things that I don't wanna feel
Baby you were like me happy pill
My motivation to get me over those mountains and hills
Thought you wanted me to be up next
As I'm scrolling through our texts, it didn't seem like you want me to have the best
Always crying, always wondering when the suffering's gonna end
You're just my ex
We weren't even good as friends
