Life Inside

My life inside Wish I could get out and go ride a bike Head in the wind, and know what it's like And wear my ones like we did all the time Please, don't remind me 'bout my life inside I waste on my phone, sleep most the time Wake up to texts from girls I used to like Try not to text back, the light hurts my eyes Smoke 'til I'm knocked out What do I like? I can't remember, I lost track of time Is it December? I don't even try I've been fucked up for what seems like my life When is it over? Spaced out tonight, I won't be sober Say that I'm fine, my heart is colder I got so confined, I need to catch up Fallin' behind, don't leave me like this My life inside Wish I could get out and go ride a bike Head in the wind, and know what it's like And wear my ones like we did all the time Please, don't remind me 'bout my life inside I waste on my phone, sleep most the time Wake up to texts from girls I used to like Try not to text back, the light hurts my eyes Smoke 'til I'm knocked out I feel like I've been losin' patience, like I just have to face it The drugs I keep replacin' for happiness, that's fadin' In truth, I start to panic, this isn't how I planned it The world just ruined my chances, I'll never understand it I'm ripping off the band-aid, I think I'm goin' manic Maybe I'll make a movie, or jump straight out the window Just need somethin' different, there's couples out here kissin' I'm out here super distant, I got no one to listen Hit me up Hit me up, ooh My life inside Wish I could get out and go ride a bike Head in the wind, and know what it's like And wear my ones like we did all the time Please, don't remind me