Tears (feat. Brum3h)

I'm outspoken but I suffer from lack of confidence too I never knew that I could doubt myself the way I do Would it it happen or not? My dreams of hitting the top These fucking dreams that I got Ever since a kid I had thoughts of making it not just famous but be on some paper shit Knew this rapping was a gift So I practiced like you practice when you tryna like a trick Kept on rapping for my homies watch reactions that I get Like the pressure brings out the best Not just for music I was one that loved the stage Be it rapping, acting talking I just wanna conversate These days I could nearly feel the passion flowing out my veins yeah You just freaking started everybody has their race That's what everybody keeps saying But what's the chances that I'd make it with the music that I make Cause people only talk about the ones that made it to the stage How about the rappers who've been rapping for like ages Man I've seen a lot of talent seen a lot of niggas fading I've seen niggas with no skills, but they're the ones running the game I've seen my idol sign a clown than and didn't even follow back my page I've seen my rivals in my town, and they be switching up their lanes It's a survival and it's wild but I'm not changing up my style cause this my music this make and I'll be sticking to my sound Like God how long will it take? I don't do it for the clout I ain't chasing shit I'm chasing dreams and making hits And if you got a problem take your problem and jump off a cliff Most days I Spend my time Dreaming with my eyes wide open I won't tell no lies Sometimes I cry But you'll never see what's going on It's a lotta long nights Lotta false highs Lotta days when I don't wanna go on I kinda feel like I'm losing my mind I swear it feel like my mind But I know my mama praying for me Now then I get down on my knees Sometimes I'll get a selfish Forgive me when I get selfish Feels like I'm living song to song But it won't be this way for too long