Anxious

I'm not sleeping tonight, it's too late to try Can't stop the voice in my head It plays on repeat, anthems of defeat Won't let this happen again I've been down this road, I got all I can hold Goin' up in smoke I get a little bit anxious, ah Doin' it on my own this time, but I'll be all right Show them what I'm made of, ah Come too far to give up the fight, and I'll be all right What am I afraid of? Ah What am I afraid of? Ah Done playing the part, just to cry in the dark When I get home from the show In a hotel downtown, searching up and down For something I can control I got nothing to lose, I've done all I can do What am I tryin' to prove? I get a little bit anxious, ah Doin' it on my own this time, but I'll be all right Show them what I'm made of, ah Come too far to give up the fight, and I'll be all right What am I afraid of? Ah What am I afraid of? Ah I'm afraid it's not enough, I'm afraid of giving up Don't wanna go back where I started Gonna take me a little time, but I've made up my mind I've made up my mind I get a little bit anxious, ah Doin' it on my own this time, but I'll be all right Show them what I'm made of, ah Come too far to give up the fight, and I'll be all right What am I afraid of? Ah What am I afraid of? Ah