When You're Near

When you're near It's like I can't focus or breathe When you're near I can't decide what it is Either it's joy, or it's hell When you're near When you're near My skin gets all clammy and wet Yeah, it's gross But really the way that I get When you're close Every time, when you're near When you're near You are near When you're near I think about all the things I've done right When you're near A shitty day is a prurient night When you're near When you're near When you're here When you're close When you're near When you're there And looking at me from under your eyes When you're close I smell your fragrance, a citrus surprise When you're close Only then Only all the time when you are near You are near Standing here I'm aware that this is a lot to take in It's not fair to throw this on you But i don't care 'Cause this is the sanest I've been Since I moved here I've improved here So can you And, so what So maybe the neighbors will talk Say we're smiting the Lord up above And maybe not Even I can't get over the shock That I love you Brom, I love you I'm in love Did you hear what I said? Do you have something to say? I can see you're like me Spinning lost and forlorn Always the cursing the day and the way you were born When you're near I dream of the future we'll share When you're near I fantasize seeing you there Doubt and fear disappear When you're near When you're near When you're near When you smile I resile from denial All the while I can't bear knowing there Lies somewhere infantile shame and fear Brom, let it out I'm standing right here! When you're near me don't you Feel the same way I do When you're near?