Zach's Ballad

I don't really wanna talk about what's on my mind Can't you tell me all the little things I can't define? Like where were you last summer? And all through December? Can't I remember anything but the golden times? Maybe I'll find some peace of mind (Mind) Maybe I won't, maybe I won't Ooh, sometimes I still wonder why you're not around Sometimes I still think about it Ooh, sometimes I still feel like I'm drowning out Forget about it, can't compensate no more Maybe I stop questioning the meaning You'd ask me what is real and Maybe where my hands been But back in the day, I, remember my face I, romanticize the feeling Bottle up the reasons, I think I can make it Ooh, sometimes I still wonder why you're not around Sometimes I still think about it Ooh, sometimes I still feel like I'm drowning out Forget about it, can't compensate no more I'm closing my eyes Ask if I'm alive No, I'm just tired again, fall asleep I'm really just fine But I realize I can't rely on you anymore