Sad Days

I thought I would be okay after one year But I still have wounds to heal I have been allright from two months ago But it's so hard to think alone And I know that the bad thoughts are gone And my dreams has grown But today, it's gonna be a sad day, you know Everything seems to be upside down, I won't Cry again, I will overcome this day, on my own Sad days, I can not stand this shit no more Who would imagine I will fall down again (Who would even care) I wanna take the train that goes far away from my head I just can't stop all this pain I can't control myself (I can't control myself) But today, it's gonna be a sad day, you know Everything seems to be upside down, I won't Cry again, I will overcome this day, on my own Sad days, I can not stand this shit no more Today is the day, when I can't take, no more pain I can't be brave, feels like a chain but it's called Depression, opression, repression, agression Trapped in another dimension I can't answer my own questions Do I choose my direction? I'm just tired of my reflections What the fuck is hapiness? what the fuck is perfection? Trapped in my head anxiety changes perception It changes all my world My inception (But today, it's gonna be a sad day, you know) Everything seems to be upside down, I won't Cry again, I will overcome this day, on my own Sad days, I can not stand this shit no more