Sleeps Like A Curse

I'm worried I aint got the nerve to play I'm told my problem's I act to late That even though I know what I say It may not translate I only ever try to avoid these games If I lose my baby then I lose my way Who never could wait I aint competing just to hold you back I'm never hiding you just follow my tracks I have the kind of thoughts you gotta distract I wouldn't lean on that I get no feeling the ordinary way I'm only guessing, guess I like it that way You see that habit still remains Of hiding from change The only voice that answers me Is the voice of mine at age thirteen? Who learnt you never get no place With the weakest handshake I lie under and hide the worst I prepare for the end of the first I have the kind of thoughts That sleeps like a curse And it leans on her I aint competing just to to hold you back I'm never hiding you just follow my tracks I have the kind of thoughts you just gotta distract I wouldn't lean on that