Nostalgia

Bray Okay Damn This is all I know No matter if they good or bad people come and go A reason why I'm always mad it's hard to let go Eats me up completely inside more and more All of the memories and I swear I'm still missing All the love that you've given me and it's getting the best of me Told me who I had to be, so I focused and took the lead You preached positivity and I blocked negativity I'm doing it now so I guess I was listening How can I forget when it's part of my memory It's my life, but I swear its haunting me It's getting hard breathe eh The rights the wrongs, the nights are long I'm hurting so much asking myself do I even belong There's a voice In my head telling me I need to be strong But for how long Fighting some demons and I'm feeling defeated I'm sorry to the people that I've ever mistreated My mind is going in circles God I'm in need of a miracle I never felt so depleted in life I don't even know how to win I'm losin' in life It really feels like I'm giving up Really can't control my nostalgia Uh, It's just the doubt within me Y'all say this ain't me, but it really is me My past ways, actions, history's Killing me slowly, feeling so lonely It'll be the death of me, I feel on trial My body shuts down every time Can't read no vitals This life so undecided, I feel divided There's a lot of sorrow in my mind, I rather hide it I know everything takes time, already tried it I miss the old Bray It's so crazy because I say that every day Good times rewind every time on replay I don't have much to say Just need to pray If I reminisce too much my life will fade away aye I just need a change Fighting some demons and I'm feeling defeated I'm sorry to the people that I've ever mistreated My mind is going in circles God I'm in need of a miracle I never felt so depleted in life I don't even know how to win I'm losin' in life It really feels like I'm giving up Really can't control my nostalgia