Why Am I Ok

Days they blur Your flame still burns Your name sounds worse But im unconcerned I wanna b happy, your off my mind I wanna say im great, but i just feel fine Up late again searchin for the sun at night Drifting through the day, to settle for the stars in the sky I wish i could feel something I wish i could feel you I wish i could feel some pain I wish i was black and blue Is this hell? am i finally well? Never thought i wanna b burned so bad Is this hell? am i finally well? Why am i ok? Days they blur Your flame still burns Your name sounds worse But im unconcerned I wanna b happy, your off my mind I wanna say im great, but i just feel fine Up late again searchin for the sun at night Drifting through the day, to settle for the stars in the sky I wish i could feel something I wish i could feel you I wish i could feel some pain I wish i was black and blue Is this hell? am i finally well? Never thought i wanna b burned so bad Is this hell? am i finally well? Why am i ok?