Memento Mori

I hate all our memories, our memories All I cannot unsee Yet, I'm calm out at sea, out at sea Still you wish to drown me No You can't take me down that easy Just know I'm not under your press Why the fuck you gotta need me? I'm glad you left Love You said you're never gonna hurt me (Spit in my eyes) You said you're never gonna leave me (I'm dead inside) You said you're always gonna love me (Swallow your pride) I hope you hurt to see me living again You snuck up cleverly, cleverly Tore my soul at the seam I wonder where I'd be, where I'd be If I had known the key No You can't take me down that easy Just know I'm not under your press Why the fuck you gotta need me? I'm glad you left Love You said you're never gonna hurt me (Spit in my eyes) You said you're never gonna leave me (I'm dead inside) You said you're always gonna love me (Swallow your pride) I hope you hurt to see me living again Yeah, a mind so flawed Every day the haziness became a full-time job People say the disarray is a hopeless cause Matter of fact, motherfucker, that's your own façade Perception correction will deflect depression Take lessons on inner reflection progression Then question your drama affected suggestions That's where you'll rewire your trauma's inception I'm breaking in Bonnie and Clyde style and saving it Takin' back the life that I lost calling up my holy script I'm missing some sort of signs I'm a driving lunatic With a meditational mind, time's all mine to knit the stitch Trapped inside my head a year ago, feel like a purgatory The bright side is now I don't fight with my memento mori All I want in this life is to live and play my tunes And the family and friends I'll never let go of too