Under Different Welkins

I'm so scared of living my life in vain I'm always always craving for better vibes My hands are rough, my soul is heavy... But they've always held me down When my whole life was going south The three last years might have changed my life forever Now I just wanna break free from these towering walls To get this grey out of my mind (Just once for all) 'Cause when I'm here alone with the silence, I can't feel whole No, I can't feel whole You know The road has always been the same But the world is changing I am lost Lost amongst the days I'm living I'm dreaming of a brighter way I've placed my heart on an altar Have set my soul ablaze In hope to save me from myself Oh you know we may walk under different welkins But when I'm drowning in your eyes I can feel that I am not alone anymore With the stranger That I see into the mirror Not alone with my fucking pain, again So don't let me... Don't let me think my life is vain I'm so far from seeing the life through their heart shaped glasses I'm always always craving for better vibes 'Cause the world is mad, the world is crazy And it keeps bringing me down Each day my life keeps going south The three last years might have changed my life forever Now I just wanna break free from these towering walls To get this grey out of my mind (Just once for all) 'Cause when I'm here alone with the silence, I can't feel whole Show me the fire, ignite me I'm feeling so cold I wanna know why I'm aching Look in my eyes, tell me what you see I'm feeling so numb I need a sign to keep on fighting I need a sign to keep on fighting Don't let me live my life in vain I need a sign to keep on fighting Don't let me live my life in vain Don't let me think my life is vain