Why

I've been restless when I'm resting I just question all the questions I really sensed it still they crept in God I ask you why God I ask you God I ask you God I ask you God I ask you why I don't understand I can't take my stand Life conquered my land Ruined all my plans I said I'm the man Then the war began Took me down then I ran I am on an island with no sand Stuck in a cycle like a fan I feel like I don't have a chance leaving the fire. Off the pan. This pain shows don't need a scan It infects and then expands I think I'll cut off my hand Cause this sin got out of hand Sin holds me back But God took it and put a cross on his back He lived out forgiveness and died just for that He was punished and tortured for the way that we act God you love me, but I won't see that you're for me, and you hold me when I'm lonely when they broke me God you ask me why God you ask me God you ask me God you ask me God you ask me why Why do I turn from you? Why do I sit here in sin? Why am I hurting you? Why can I never begin to stop returning to? The very thing that put you on that cross when we deserted you I don't even know why I just know that my soul gets so tired Can't let my flesh win when they go fight I try to kill it but it won't die In the battle God just feels so high But Jesus came down and he broke lies So I gotta realize where my Hope lies He's alive in me it's not my own life I exist to give him glory Yeah that's gon be my story Cause my life isn't for me I'm in his inventory Cause this life is transitory Breathing life that's respiratory Give the message auditory Taking Satan's territory The power to change is in me Can't let the chains tempt me The money, the fame, the girls all the same they all got you feeling so empty But Jesus got more he got plenty He's always right here to protect me When I go to fear and my sin is severe he still waits there for me and accepts me I don't deserve your love That rains down from above You always fill my cup You always pick me up When I can't walk your my crutch then you heal me with your touch God I ask you... why Thank you for your grace Thank you for you mercy God when I'm lacking faith Thank you that you love me God when all I do is hate Thank you for your patience God when I run away